Suffering process is about expression through color. I was experimenting with color gels and kept finding myself obsess over the color red. Eventually it took over my mind and I could almost feel red. Feeling red at that time meant a lot of things to me, it meant experiments, it meant sadness, it meant anger, and it mostly represents grief.

This project was about my grieving process, it represented my emotional state through composition, color, and foreground. It was a self portraiture project that was a part of my healing process. Self portraits have always been somewhat difficult for me, but this project wasn’t about difficulty, it was about discomfort. I knew I needed to be uncomfortable in order to see and feel like myself again, it was a journey of self reflection as well as my own life journey.